Keep at it! I completely agree with what you said about publishing being the more difficult feat, but don't give up. Celebrate the fact that you finished that book -- one that you're proud of and willing to share with the world. That's a huge accomplishment! I say this as someone who has written a book myself -- and I'm actively querying as we speak (full disclosure: this is my 3rd book and I have yet to gain any traction in the publishing world). I'm told it'll happen some day if I just persevere, so that's what I'm doing. It's not always easy and I'm discouraged many days, but reading essays like this one makes me feel a bit better in knowing that I'm not alone. Thanks for sharing and best of luck!